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13 May 2010 @ 10:23 pm

TSD kids are livin' it up in the Twilight Zone - an endless cycle of CC/ school/ lessons/ CC/ lessons/ CC/ home/ CC/ sleep/ CC -  shuffling in between basecamp (i.e. AVA) or the A12/canteen pillars region and occasionally emerging to print stuff or buy food (read: splurging on ice cream with the Dweeb in an attempt to make our already-sad-lives slightly less so). It's been pretty surreal - wading through a swimming pool of humid hours where every spare minute gets devoted to the same ol', same ol' - CC.

I can't wait for next week to be over.

so there are days when your favouritism doesn't matter as much, and it's easy not to care, or be resentful or bitter-
and then you have ones like these, when knowing that i'm always going to come second place just...

hurts .

Current Mood: sadsad